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Things HAVE Changed. I Have Changed.

It’s amazing what can happen when you let go.  And I have truly let go.  I am so far gone from that stoop that I teetered on a year ago.  On occasion, I do get frustrated, but not like I … Continue reading

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Ball-less Need Not Apply

Last Thursday night, I found myself communicating via Facebook with a man that I had gone to school with but never really knew.  He did not know me either.  We had sent small, inconsequential messages back and forth a couple … Continue reading

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Since You Been Gone…

Yes, I am stealing this awesome song title from Kelly Clarkson and turning it into a blog title.  Who cares?  It fits today. Lately the STBX has been calling, not only his son, but he wants to speak with me.  … Continue reading

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Unbroken Heart

As I spoke in my last post, What Can I Say?, I have been sad about things that I cannot do for my son and things that have been promised to my son by his father and there has been … Continue reading

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What Can I Say?

Once again, I am feeling defeated.  Inside, I feel consumed with depression and anxiety, but on the outside I appear to be happy and adjusting well. It has been three weeks since I sent the divorce papers to my STBX … Continue reading

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A Year Later, Remembering My Journey

  As much as I would like to think I am over my impending divorce and the end of my marriage, there are always little reminders of what used to be. The other day I attempted to create a log … Continue reading

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There’s No Place Like Home…Cali, That is!

For the Thanksgiving Holiday, my son and I took a trip to San Francisco.  This trip was three-fold for us: visit the J and the in-laws, visit my sister and nephew, and to refresh and see my bestfriends. Although I … Continue reading

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Disappointment is the New Norm…

So, I have finally gotten moved.  I am loving my new place and I like the new city I live and work in.  It has so much more to offer us.  There is more in the way of entertainment and … Continue reading

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Too Little Time

I would not say that a lot has happened in the last month and a half since I last wrote here, but then again, a lot has happened, and I a tired. I started my job July 2nd as a … Continue reading

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