Tag Archives: depression
Christmas Blues
Christmas is my favorite time of the year. Especially since my son was born. I get to relive all of those magical childhood memories through my son and see those through my son’s eyes. I love it. I love surprising … Continue reading
A New Journey
Once again, it has been a while since I posted. Life has been great, peaceful, quiet, all is in order. When life is good, I fall off the writing wagon. But alas…a new journey has just begun. J has finished … Continue reading
Anxious for the Holidays
Who isn’t anxious around the holidays? They are stressful, even when everything should be fun, happy and not too crappy. Since having my child, I have found the holidays to hold that “magic”, once again. It has been nice, really … Continue reading
Soccer Mom Woes
I am certainly not mom of the year and I certainly do not feel like it lately. I know I have let my son down and I refuse to let myself continue on this destructive path. His pouty behavior during … Continue reading
Since You Been Gone…
Yes, I am stealing this awesome song title from Kelly Clarkson and turning it into a blog title. Who cares? It fits today. Lately the STBX has been calling, not only his son, but he wants to speak with me. … Continue reading
The “Just Before”
Just before I asked J for a divorce, I took a lot of time to think about it. I had for months before we moved to Georgia. After we moved, I knew I was not going to be able to … Continue reading
My, How Things Don’t Change
No matter what, I will keep a positive, optimistic attitude. I have hard days or weeks, but whatever. I am not going to let shit beat me down. It’s just shit, nonetheless. It will get flushed out eventually. I am … Continue reading
Breaking the Cycle: Part II
A lot seems to be going around about addiction and what effects it has on those that are the addicts, as well as those around the addicts. I care for two addicts. My father and my soon to be ex-husband. … Continue reading
Unbroken Heart
As I spoke in my last post, What Can I Say?, I have been sad about things that I cannot do for my son and things that have been promised to my son by his father and there has been … Continue reading
What Can I Say?
Once again, I am feeling defeated. Inside, I feel consumed with depression and anxiety, but on the outside I appear to be happy and adjusting well. It has been three weeks since I sent the divorce papers to my STBX … Continue reading
